i'll be there for youuu (:

突然好想你.. :(

so.. life so boring still. im living a pathetic sad life. haas. everyday's the same, missing someone,crying for someone, craving for someone. lols.
sean's life is busy again. cos of his cousin, haha. have to bring her to tuition and bring her home after tuition. aww abit cute. =)
jermaine ystd's ystd's ytd ,ystd's ystd, ystd, today nt free. hahas? i dnoe why. nevr say. lols. andy mia for fuck?
hahas. lifes bad . pissed off with jielin's friends.. tell her in msn her friends 1 by 1 are like changing their blogs to sth like hers. lols . wtffs . not one only leh. is 3 ! :\ or maybe more.. i found out. i hate copycats/ copydogs/monkeys lols. -.-
no braiiiiiins ! thens i kept drinking today ,so sleep time away. lols. sooooooo boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! imy. \:
updating on twitter more. (: follow me lahhhs.

一二三　,牽著手
四五六　,抬起頭.
七八九 ,我們私奔到月球 ~!

xoxo , hugs&kisses (:

lalalas. super happy :x life's good. :3
hahas. weird..

GIRL, WAIT FOR ME, ILY((:
WAIT FOR ME TO BRING HAPPINESS TO YOU((:
I PROMISE, I WILL GIVE YOU((:
JUST WAIT AND SEE!
i also need wait for u to love me ar!

heart 很痛 \: cos u like dont love me a single bit.

dont wanna miss a thing <3

Super fun! :D sleepover at jermaine's place. :] with her cousin, 5 yearold one. hehes. cute cousin! :D ;D sean pei me slp over. hahas. thx ! =]]
hmms, fun lehhs ! :x i teach the 5 year old girlgirl do work ! wahahas.
now e girlgirl slp ler. jermaine slping soon =]]
hehes. i don wan sleep lars. i wan watch jermaine slp =x lols! i nvr rape her larhs. =.=
i jus like e way she slp. ;x her blurblur face. =x loools ! :3
super kawaii lars. me and sean cook for them jus now lehs!!!!!!!
then the girlgir 5 year old one say i like father. =x oops !
hehes . hope so bahs. i wanna be a good papa lehs. =x lalas !
sean so cute !! ;3 want make jelly for them desert. =D but i dno how.. sean teach. muahahas, more like a papa?? =D
lalas. so fun !! =3
thens we sing for the girlgirl. ;x jermaine keep laughing. =x wahhs, i shy liao. lols!
thens so fun lars. keep teasing jermaine =)) pokes her ! ;D .
ahahas! jermaine so funny when she act angry. lols !!!
ahhhs. ;x love the way she laugh. hehe..
love the way she make me happy also . =x ahhhs !!!!! so happy!!!!!!!!!!!
she takecare of the girgirl make her look like a mother. =x lols so nice..
lols. so fun, lunch buy chicken rice. then bake cookie. abit ugly.. so fat and chaoda ! ;x
sean teach. =D ahahs!! more like father lar sean =)) ..
breakfast is jermaine buy nasilemak . =x cos me n sean overslp . woops. :X
the 5 yearold girgirl like hugs from sean and me!1 ahahas!! like to climb up to us lehs !!!
cool lars :D so fun !! woots !
blog something rong. =\ lj blog.


请你千万要等我带幸福来给的那一天 !! ♥
I DONT WANT TO SLEEP, I DONT WANT TO MISS A THING. x3

h;kenneth ; is meee [:

damn !! andy got girlf.
then sean, me, andy n the stead who is call yanling went pool. abit boring cb yanling keep gan me for nothing nb pcb. see u my brother girl i already nvr say anything. i also lazy scold u . i tolerate alot hor knn. wonder y he will like her larhs! so fucked up lohhs! -.- cb yanling.
i will never go out with her liao . so fucking dulan larhs.
during ktv half way she siao liaos, keep touch me knn . i keep move away she keep come. andy dun care? cb andy larhs u!
dno why all sot liaos. scary bodoh! even sean oso cnt stand her. -.- sean also keep complain. bt she only gan me lehs ! cbk ! i offend her where sial .
then i dulan i say sorry to andy then i tell him loudloud, nin zhabor siaogina ley ehs! gan her mother sial gan. limpeh nice to gan sibo? gan for no reason, i wont find u liao lars !! byees!
then i jiu walk off. then i went home. on bus sean call me ask where i am he come find me. lols.
sorry sean pangseh u ;x . thens i so angry. i keep kup andy's call . knn larhs .
then me and sean go watch harry potter.
knn so lousy the show. like dog .
then went drink lor. the cashier like dog take so long nb limpeh super dulan i keep scold. ._.
k luhs . byes.

boreddddddddddd .......

A, imissyou , alot.. alot.. do you know?? boring day.. ben n jerrys wit bro today.. jer came.. then slack, then home.. k byes..

A, why .. tell me why .. u nvr go away from my head. );

wtf is love ? pls tell me..

yesterday helped sean dress up le. now like abit gentleman liao. goodluck bro.. =)
i m so sad. lovelove go movies with guys. its my fault lahrs. she ask me go also bt i say don wan.. then i realise she .. lols nvms.. my fault.. i deserved to be punished. D'= crying. =.= sean outside. hais. he go buy lunch for me. thx.. byes..

ive never felt tis way to a girl other than A.
i dont wan to tink too much, but.
i scared i love her..
trying to prove myself tat i dont love her,
i keep asking myself wat is love.....

kisses my lovelove. :D

twitter is always updated by me (: hahas, plurk so boring, -.- annoying mans, need caare about karma one. -.- hahahas. okayys ahs . sean bro so pathetic ;x outside cannot find zharbor, pathetic rights. :X hahas, cos of his looks bah ,too scary . :X so much holes. lols ! then fierce look. -.- tomorrow help him dress up. ((: to better looking ((: . hahahas !
sean ,outside like fierce chaoahbeng, inside is kind hearted lamb.
HAHAHAS. but i still love him. ;D brothers forever ! :]
lovelove is a bitch. :D i hate lovelove. cos she dont want reply my msg. D: hate lovelove. love lovelove. ;B

rains .

Heyheys, =] see my twitter keep updating, cos too sad and too bored. \= sean busy finding zharbor on streets. i lazy go . cus my heart only got .. =x hahas ! nobody lahs =3 just lazy go out lahs. haahs. sean ahhs ,poorthing .=x he say no chio zharbor .-.- okes.. maybe his expectations too high lers. =p hhas! rain nonstop laaaaaaarhs! i hope jermaine nvr drench, hope wun sick. cos she outside, with parents. hahas. so today nvr see her. D; missing her<3 alalas =x need to makan liaos !~ hungry. i makan maggiemee. LOLS.

pool became boring.. =(

fetched jermaine to her house after her sku. wow tiring. cos i used sean's motor . :D she grabbed me so tight. =x she scared drop off,LOLS. cute right !
wait outside her house for her to change and feed her new bought puppy, hahahas. so pathetic, stand outside her house, dont wan let me go in. =(
nvm ,hahas. then sean come, went pool. sibei boring, i keep feel like sleeping . D=
then went to buy jermaine's puppy's food. th puppies at the animal shop very cute! i want one too. x= hehees.
then we go kbox . sing dao siao !
then 6 like that, bring her go home ,cos her mum cooking dinner at home .haha . her parents saw me =x but not sean ,cos sean at a far distance smoking. ahhs, they say i her stead isit. >< ! muahahas, if her stead good lors . =P then say byebyes. ;D
sean and me go shisha,thn taiji. nb, spit his mother lah spit. knn. thn something happened, sean spit on the zharbor face. damn funny! then th guy, pull sean shirt. then i dulan,shout. since he so fierce come one on one lah , cb. thn they loser, say sorry sorry. cos i said something uhs. =x thens very funny,me and sean buy the sprite pour down to their head. hahah! then they all run like dogs. :D nvm, wasted bt worth it. cos fun. hehehes. thn beered alot. omg lah, i tink i got beer belly soon ! D= lols. then went to arcade,then walked half way,bought some things. =D
then sean sleep over night at my house ! yays bro ! love you lots . :D
fuck sean for pillow fight. =D gay larhs u! hahahas !

IMISSYOU!

H;KENNETH lives life. :D

heheeees ! today fetch the girl from her sku. :] she look so cute in her uniform ! harhars! ;] dhen bring her go eat lunch . ;Dthn bring her shopshop. :] lame girl,dont dare buy things. -.- lols . thens fetch her home :D . going pool later. BYEBYES :3 . her name is Jermaine . :D lalalas. so A is obviously a different person. I MISS A . D:
JERMAINE IS ACCOMPANYING ME THROUGH THE WHOLE NIGHT, YAYS :D. (through sms. D; )

it's a confession my girl,
to be honest, idk whut happened btwn us.
its so complicated my girl,
let me tell you,i really do love you.
its so hurting my girl,
to see you happily,with someone else.
i still remember everything my girl,
the day you loved me, the day you left me.
i can tell you everything my girl,
you love purple,you love to drink with two straws.
but you've got no idea my girl,
how much ive been missing you all along.

Fuck it.

Hahahs, happy dayyy :]
so coincedence mans, saw that cute cute cuteee girl today!!! :] hahas, alone lahs she. reading book at coffeeshop . :] awwws . <3. then went over talk talk . xD kekeeeeees . :3 shes cute lllahs! then she give number lers ! ; woots. :D then i bring her to library, donnoe why also . LOLs.
kays lahs,then she need go home ler.. D: awws. thens send her home. :] aisehs, condo. :] hahas. byebyes. x33. busy sms-ing and calling her. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Kawaii lahs, totallyyys ! ahahas! , <3. !

A, istilldidn'tforgetyou,
thoughiknowsomeoneelse.
youknowitssobadtothinkaboutyou,
whenyourewithsomeoneelse. D;
whydidikeepthinkingofyoufohthewholeday?
imsupposedtoputmywholemindonher. D;
kawaiijapanigirll, D;